who am I


I am mai and this is me.

I am maquarading as a clown

but all those smiles are empty.

I make peole laugh and be happy

but i cant do it to myself.

I am broken by people –

i know im at fault for allowing ’em.

Fixing myself is never as easy as breaking me.

How long would i be this way

I am smiling but they are empty

I am so well at the outside but am dying slowly inside

I am determine to be a better me

A clown that could be true to herself.

Not afraid of the critisim, Not afraid of anything

Soon I will be a better me 😀


1 Comment »

  1. peter Said:

    I have an identical hand-painted picture I want to know from? where I’m from Polish (;

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